“I Don’t Know – Joanne Accom”
This song was introduced to me by a dear friend of mine. I don’t know if I was the one who picked it from her mobile phone or she send it to me on purpose. I just remembered it last night, while I was mooning over the thing. I decided to listen to it and now I can say that I can actually relate to it. Not every word, but most of it… Below are some of the lyrics…
Started out just as friends
Never thought that we would end up like this
Now my heart was for you…
You don’t care for me, you don’t understand
What it meant to me when you were my man
Now it’s over and you don’t comprehend
That there’s no more now
By some freak act of nature, I have felt this feeling for someone. Someone that I already knew for years; way back when I was just fifteen. But we lost in touch, yada yada yada.. then we reconnected again just this summer, by a conference at our church.
I remember when you used to look at me differently
Now you don’t talk to me boy, you can’t even see
I miss who you really are
(This!) This totally says what exactly how I feel… (well, felt) at the time. But now, as I open it up to few well chosen and trusted friends,I think the feeling is waning. haha
Let me get this straight, I don’t actually admitted that I am in love with him. Maybe the correct term is I have fallen for him.
I’m not there yet, I’m in the process.
I guess it would be better if I keep this bottled up. For everybody’s sake. and it’s not the right time, nor am I sure if this is something worth gambling my feelings upon…
And now another soul knows my secret. I knew I can count on my friends. 🙂