Falling for the charm I guess. Too dangerous. Must have a clear head in dealing. Why can’t I meet a halfway decent like this person? It was a unique experience, but the same outcome, still. Although I’m very much aware, here I am still ‘dancing with the flames’. Playing with fire, whichever cliche you want to use. Sigh.
What I just want is for someone to make sense whenever ideas are thrown. Conversations, in which I can be silly or naughty or even snooty but then would still recognize me and know what’s going on beyond what is seen by the naked eye. Is that so hard to ask for? MAYBE, since they are slowly becoming extinct.
I once again end this with a sigh. And a smile, and a deep sense of longing… for answers, for ideas, but most importantly, someone to share this with.