Rant game strong.

I need a reality check. I need a change of pace. I need to be slapped in the face so hard that I can wake up from my hazy dreams and foolish misconceptions. I NEED TO BE POSITIVEEEEEEEEE!!! TAMA NA ANG PAGDADRAMA! I DON’T KNOW WHAT’S WRONG WITH ME. I DON’T KNOW KUNG ANONG KULANG… KUNG ANO BANG GUSTO KO???

A rational part of my brain reasons out that it’ just me, and that I need to get ojt of my head, but damn that’s so easy to say and hard to just do.

So eto ngayon, sa iyo ulit lumalapit, naglalabas ng sama ng loob, frustrations, fears, regrets.

I’m so weak. I’m trying my best na maging mas faithful kay Lord, mas maging tapat sa Kanya, pero mas nadadaig ako ng mga tukso, ng ibang mga bagay. Nauuna yung tigas ng ulo. Naiinis ako sa sarili ko. Bakit kasi ang tamad tamad ko, bakit kasi I don’t get a move on it. I know what to do eh. I KNOW WHAT I SHOULD DO.  Ang mahiwagang tanong, bakit, bakit bakit??

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About The Scribbler

I have this thirst for learning. I am forever curious. I love to delve into stories by reading, watching or even listening. I believe I am unique. God is with Me all the time. I make mistakes but I learn from them. I love building lasting relationships. I am afraid of the unknown, so it's either I stay away or find out. I believe I am more matured that I was before.
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