Help. I’m doing my very best not to feel discouraged and depressed, but honestly it’s a challenge. THE major challenge of all challenges. I’m so tempted just to get lost and arrive someplace else, away from responsibilities and thinking and all grown up things I’m faced with as of the moment. And that is SO COWARDLY.

But isn’t it better than wrecking your own self, trying to smile and act like everything’s normal when the act of waking up is a dilemma? How pathetic do I sound? Well, it does not compare to what I feel as of the moment.

Maybe someday I’ll look back to this post and laugh at myself for sounding so ungrateful, but right now, I just want to release these.

Simple lang naman ang gusto ko, peace and happiness, pero bakit parang ang hirap hirap nilang makuha?

Hope I get to have answers soon… or even just clues when, where, how, would I be able to receive my answers…

About The Scribbler

I have this thirst for learning. I am forever curious. I love to delve into stories by reading, watching or even listening. I believe I am unique. God is with Me all the time. I make mistakes but I learn from them. I love building lasting relationships. I am afraid of the unknown, so it's either I stay away or find out. I believe I am more matured that I was before.
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