Overdose.

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Naniniwala na ako sa forever…magmula ng makilala kita

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This song might make you remember a JADINE, but I’ll always remember ALDUB not only because it’ such a phenomenal hit, but it’s the love team that made me break my ‘image’ so to speak, of being uptight when it comes to being fans of nowadays loveteams in showbiz.

To my memory, I have never been addicted to a pairing like what I do now. Yes, I appreciated KimChiu-Gerald, and Liza-Enrique tandem but I did not reach the point that I will be clamoring about them daily, and once I got my daily dose, will be avidly waiting for tomorrow’s episode just to see what will happen. Okay, this post is not solely about ALDUB, but an effect if you have an overdose of something. Here it goes:

I was up late yesterday, browsing photos,tweets, fb posts, and instagram whatnots about these two. But what really strikes me is that the message they put at the end of the Eat Bulaga video saying,

‘Waiting is a sign of true love and patience. Anyone can say I love you, but not everyone can wait and prove it’s true.’

This really striked home. Sabi ko, yes! Eto yon! Sobrang hugot na kung hugot but nevertheless, it was my epiphany, and I needed to release this emotion I’m feeling. Take note: I AM NOT BITTER. I have accepted the fact that sometimes, even if you think you’re ready, and you already met that one person God gave you (God gave me you…to show me what’s real…uy aminin, kinanta!hahaha), only to find out that the timing is not right. Sabi nga ni lola Nidora, SA TAMANG PANAHON! and I accept that, na may tamang panahon, but now because of this waiting, hindi mo na alam if that person who you thought e kaforever mo na eh naghihintay din katulad mo. Haha. Bahala sya, I won’t psyche myself out, because I already wasted seconds, minutes, hours, days – my precious time, thinking about such things but it lead me nowhere.

Ops, but my post is again, not about that person. However, it maybe interconnected, with all the ALDUB hype and my personal dealings, so the effect on my unconscious brain seemed to result to this: a dream.

I dreamt about how I was going to be married. That I was telling everybody about it, that I (in the dream) was so happy, because I am entering a new phase of my life but with someone who grasps my hand in certainty of forever.

I remember the feeling, I remember the joy, I remember the person who I was going to marry, but I have never seen the hide nor hair of the person in my dream.

But I remember, I was at peace. I remember, I was being congratulated by everyone I know, that I was showing off a copy of a wedding invitation.

Incidentally, I have many dreams as before about certain situations, and then it happened to me in real life, thus giving me the effect of dejavu. I wonder if it will be similar to this dream in the years to come, so I resolved to document it here, to you my old friend.

Remind me in years to come, okay?

The most striking is the person. Not only because sa lahat ng mga probable na mangyari, sya ang pinakamalabo na magkatotoo. I have no doubt that God has planned and will give me someone to be my partner in leading this life towards Him, but I am not sure if I already met the God’s will, as we call him, or if he will be the same person in the dream.

Isang malaking buntong-hininga ang ginawa ko dito.

Nevertheless, life goes on.
Hindi por que nasabihan na ng I love you, yun na yun. I screenshot ko pa yung i love you mo eh, anong gagawin ko dun? Haha! Pero srsly, i-immortalize ko nga kaya? Wahahaha.

Umandar ang kulet, so here it goes:

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Hahahaha. Ewan umandar na naman ang sira sa utak. But I posted for the sake of immortalizing a moment, not because of anything.

So this ends my long post, Ciao!

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About The Scribbler

I have this thirst for learning. I am forever curious. I love to delve into stories by reading, watching or even listening. I believe I am unique. God is with Me all the time. I make mistakes but I learn from them. I love building lasting relationships. I am afraid of the unknown, so it's either I stay away or find out. I believe I am more matured that I was before.
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