Here I am late at night tried to continue my previous blog’s theme. I decided to post it as is, grammatical errors and redundancies included; just to showcase how really sleepy I was at the time I was doing it. But today is Easter Sunday, definitely one of the reasons I need to highlight in my life as a disciple of Christ. Another day to internalize and really think of the things that make me HIS follower.
I’d like to
congratulate no, this will not be about me but how good and merciful God is, because I notice that I am now currently and STILL doing my very best to extend that self-control within me. It may seem very easy to fall back to the previous habit of easily getting angered and dragging everyone in the process, but I guess, that’s what the BreakThrough Event does to you, you get hit by the realization that not everything is all about you.
I want to work out the great realization I had just after the CBR (Crosswalk BreakThrough Retreat), and that is APPLICATION is the EVIDENCE of CHANGE. I may attend a million retreats and seminars, but if I just forget about what was shared, then it would be useless. My main goal for now is to align myself with what the Lord wants for me. I want to be consciously thinking about the things I am doing, my reactions on events and happenings in my life and whether HE will be pleased if I do such things. So, APPLICATION therefore starts with the awareness that there are lots that need to be changed.
Here I am Lord, Mold me. Make me the vessel of YOUR LOVE.
I know it will never be a quick change, but it will be gradual. I just hope and pray that I may sustain this zeal for the longest time and be unceasing.
Thank you Lord. 🙂