For all the good it woud do to me, I’d say my work station is as messy as my mind right now.
The only thing I need to be doing is to shovel out all the clutter and start anew.
So much has happened in the weeks I’ve been gone. It was so striking that the capability to write and wash it down with words were stripped from me. But now,I must say I must start purging. Of clutter, of mess, of anxieties, of worries, of mistrust and for all the hell of negative emotions I thrust myself into.
If I want change it has to start from within. From me.